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whattt a jokeeee. [22 Sep 2008|02:37am]
I need to vent.
And writing is what I do. And I do what I do-- right chels ?! ;)
ha, anywaysss.

First of all, my friends are perfect.
Chelsea, Sarah, Stef, Kate, Matthew, & Damer-- I don't know what I'd do without you guys. You guys are amazing & I love you more than life.<3

Ok, so pretty much the last 3 years of my life have been a joke. Not only did he put me through more shit than anyone can ever imagine (breaking up with me when things get hard, wanting me back bc he "missed" me sooo much, and then not so sure if he wanted to be in a relationship, lying to my face, having sex with and hooking up with girls and once again LYING to me about it, and now cheating.)
That's awesome Eric, you are such a tool.

I have never said this with the confidence I do now, there will never, EVER be a me & Eric Woods EVER again.
Nobody has ever disgusted me as much as he has, this past month especially. I wanted to break up with him so many times but couldn't do it because I "loved him". Ha, what a jokeeee.

I am so mentally exhausted from this roller coaster of a relationship, I'm so glad to finally be off. For good.

I absolutely love State more than anything, and I can finally start filling the time wasted on ass face with positive activities. I'm writing for www.spartini.com , I need to start studying more, working two jobs, I really want to start volunteering at the animal shelter, and just have fun and live my life.
I don't need the stress anymore and I feel like it's affected me as a person. I hate who I've been lately and I want to change it.

But my eyes won't stay open & I have an exam in less than 7 hours.
So I'm sorry for this ridiculous note complaining about a stupid boy. But I have been a mess, and to be honest I am still in complete shock. You think you know someone and you really don't at all. I can't help but feel sorry for your life. It's depressing but I still have to keep hope.

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[23 Jan 2007|12:28am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I was going through the old entries & it's just crazy.

EVERYTHING has changed, & I'm not sure I'm okay with that... although I don't really have a choice in the matter.

I mean my life is amazing and I love it, but it's just so different compared to a couple, few years back... even last year. It makes me sad. I miss being close my friends. Ever since i've moved it seems like everyone's just drifted. I guess that's just how it goes though. I hate the process of growing up. Gee, if I got a nickel for everytime I said that..


Life here in the Florida is pretty good. Not for me, but as a temporary vacation spot, it's great. I just feel like I don't really fit in anywhere here. I'm not a crazy partier, & my interests don't seem to really mesh with many other people here. I have made some good friends from work though & I've gotten closer with Cassandra, my roommate. This has undoubtedly been an amazing experience. One I wouldn't trade for the world. I've learned so much, seriously.

I applied to MSU last week & am extremely anxious about the reply. It won't be for awhile, but I'm just praying I get in. I haven't applied anywhere else yet, so I'm not sure what I'll do.

I'm super duper tired. Like exhausted. Today wiped me out. I'm gonna lay down on my soft pillow. That sounds orgasmic right now. :) lol, I hope everyone's doing well. xoxo,

♥♥

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cant sleeeep. [11 Sep 2006|01:44pm]
[ mood | awake ]

I seriously cannot fall asleep.

I keep thinking about seeing my boo & all my friends in 3 weeks. I seriously can't wait! :D
And i'm like wide awake, just lying in my bed.

Things down here are nice though. :] I love my roommates, they're all schweet. Me & Ashley have probably gotten the closest, but I hope to get just as close w/the other girls. The chicks across the hall are sweet sa heck too. Everyone's really chill & nice down here, I love that. :) All the friendliness, can't beat it!

And school's going a lot better. I was so stressed at first. Oh my jeez. But now I think I kinda have things a little under control. :) It's niceee.


I need to get a tan though! All these rainy & cloudy days need to goooo away!

I should probably try & get some sleep though. I have my 3-hour Chem lab at 11.


I can't wait to see Ericccccccc. Seriously. I love him sooo much & just can't wait to be holding him & squeezing him & kissing himmm. :] I'm just so happy knowing we're together & that he's my boyfriend. He's the most amazing guy for me. I couldn't imagine being with anyone else. :D
& my freakin' friends! Can't wait to seee their hot bootays. :] We have to all go to a haunted house or something, oK?! lol, I love you guys... can't wait to see you. :D You keep me sane, seriously. 'Specially my girlsss Damer, Muscat, Kris. Uh, my loves. IDK what i'd do without you!!

Love y'all!

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i havent been on this thing in honestly foreverrrr. [05 Sep 2006|12:04am]
[ mood | depressed ]

i dont even know if people read these things anymore, but i need to vent.


im stressed.
i have homework. but i dont feel like doing it.
i have friends. that i really really want to see.
i have a boyfriend. and my heart is seriously breaking. and im starting to cry right now because i miss him so much. and i dont want to lose him. and im scared as hell.
all i want is to be with him right now.
ive never missed anybody this much. ive never felt this type of heartache.
and now im crying. and i feel stupid.
i am in love though. and thats an amazing feeling.
i just wish i could see the guy that im inlove with.
because it hurts so bad right now.

i hate these random cry fests. i truly do.
some days im fine, others i break down.
screw florida.

Happy Birthday Muscat-- I love you girl, i'm glad we got to talk today. You make me smile. you will always be one of my best friends. always. <3

eaw.♥

<333

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sooo... [19 Nov 2005|01:49pm]
[ mood | scared ]

So I haven't updated about probably some of the most important news i'll ever recieve in my life.

Michelle, stop reading now. =[




I got accepted into the University of South Florida. My dream college. =]
They have such a brilliant Marine Biology program and I couldn't be more stoked.

Well, besides the fact that I have to leave the only place i've ever called home and all the people that I love and care about. It's going to be so hard. I can't think about it basically. I can't imagine not having my sister in the bed below me, talking so late into the night about boys and life and gossip. I can't think about having to call long distance to talk to Kristi about my problems and how her life is going and all the drama in Roseville. The thought of not being able to drive right over to Michelle's and giggle and joke and run our little errands whenever I feel like it depresses me. And everyone else. Gah, I just can't even foresee my life being so different.
"Laguna Beach" last week was a wake-up call. The packing of the bags and saying "Good-bye" to your best friends, and just knowing that things will never be the same again. But it's inevitable. No matter how much you don't want things to change... they have too. It's the worst part of reality.


I don't know..
My life's been great though. Senior year has been absolutely awesome. The play last night, "Our Girls"= AMAZING!! I loved it. Renee was wonderful!! <33 Everyone was. Stefanie, gosh, I was so impressed! =] Mad props to you guys! Next week I want to go to the parade.. Ryan Cabrera is going to be there!! =D And I most definetly have to go to Frankenmuth with the whole crew either next week or the week after. I'm so excited for Christmas. You don't even know. It really is the most wonderful time of the year!! =D


I love all of you with my whole heart!!
<33 Danielle

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[07 May 2004|10:52pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]



Comment to be added and I will add you. =] Love you! <33


xo
<33 Danielle

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i`m urrpdating!! [30 Apr 2004|07:51pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Hello!

How is everyone? I`m pertty good..sore, but good. =)

 

 I just got back f/my soccer game about an hour and a half ago.. we lost, 2-0. =( It`s alright though couse I think that everyone did very good. We have improved so much if you ask me. =D And the last 2 games we WON!! Both were against Fitz.

The first game was: 2-1

The second game was: 4-0!!

 

Yeah, go JV soccer! (Varsity is doing wondaful also! ;]) Mad props to everyone! *You can go see the pictures f/the game if ya want. =D They`re at http://www.mrmack.com ,they`re really good too. Lmao, I look so funny in my pictures! =P

 

So soccer`s goin` good. I don`t want it to end. =( Everything else in my life has been good too. Staying optimistic. Tomorrow im taking the MEAP test..eehhhhhh  =X, and then i'm supposed to go to Michelly`s house. =D Sunday I have to work and then I`m gonna catch up on my homework.

And that's my weekend. =)

 

And oh-my-goodness-gracious!!! Who watched "Friends"?!?!! That was so horrible. I started crying. Man, I don`t know if I can handle this. Seriously. ='( Why does everyone have to seperate??? Why?! This is going to be so difficult...

 

 

But anyways, I better be off. I think I'm gonna have myself a movie night. And i'll probably call Beth. Well that's all folks. Take care, stay healthy. Much-o love, xoxo,

 Danielle Irene

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Spring break's almost over...=( [16 Apr 2004|11:17pm]
[ mood | silly ]

Man, Spring Break is almost over. Whata bummer. ='( But I had so much fun!! yey! =) Here are a list of fun things I did over break..


List of Fun Things I Did Over Break:

--I played tennis. It is undeniable that I am thee next Venus//Serena Williams. ;]
--I played soccer...TWICE! Woo Hoo, go me! *Breaks out the "Goalie Stance"*, yah Amy, we totally ROCK! =D Stef, you know your just jealous.
--I finally played with the one and only AMY WILLIAMS!
--I had the best sleep I think I`ve ever experienced in my life on Wednsday night. =)
--I walked to Mickey D`s.
--I shaved my legs. =O
--I hung out with Courtney and Stefonee.
--I slept in!
--I missed my school friends. ='(
--I played BANK!!!! Yesssss, best day ever.
--I won 'Pictionary'.
--I sung many-a songs, sometimes really loud.
--I hung out with Miss Amber.
--I watched 'Vanilla Sky'.. hmmm, interesante.
--I enjoyed viewing 'Boy Meets World' and 'Saved by the Bell'. 2 of the greatest shows that i never get a chance to watch.. but I sure did over Spring Break!! Woooo, yesss! *body slams the chubby guy next to me*
--Spent time with the lovely Kristopher everyday.
--Made a dumb little list of the fun things I did over Spring Break. =P
--I drove the bus.
--I talked to Beth and Michelle on the phone.
--Got my belly button pierced.
--I went sky diving.
--I flew to Japan.
--I water skiied.
--I met Elton John.
--I got drunk, ran off to Vegas and married a unicycle-riding man. =)


..and that concludes my list of fun things I did over break. =D Si hombre! I`d probably rate my vay-cay as an A. I just wish that I could've gotten together with my chickies. =( It`s ok though. There was never a dull moment. =D

Well, I shall talk to y'all on Monday! I miss you to pieces! *mWah!*, xo,
♥The yellow care bear =)



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[14 Apr 2004|12:23am]
[ mood | nerdy ]




Happy 1st Birthday Danielle`s LiveJournal!!



woo! =D, 20 more years and your legal, YEAH!!!

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Not a constructed entry I can already tell you that, but... [04 Apr 2004|12:00am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

here`s a quickie ;] :

Soccer game yesterday = bravisimo! =D we lost 4-0, but everyone tried their hardest! =) Yey girlies! I feel as if I did better, *knocks on wood*, I don`t want to jinx myself though.

"Once Upon A Matress" = Absolutly amazing!!! I went to the morning performance w/Stef today and I ushered//watched tonight. Wow, how emotional though. Like the seniors were just crying, and then Mrs. Connor started crying, and I was trying my hardest to not cry. =( But major props to the cast, they were wonderful.

Friends = Great. Mucho love goes out to Kris, Beth, Stef, big Kayla(=D), Mee-shell, Renee, Ashley, Amy, and the soccer kids. God I love you guys! =)

Family = Could be worse.

Moi = eh. So emotional. =) -> ='( -> =X -> =D lmao, and stressed. Will Spring Break EVER come?! I`m good though. I`m a trooper. ;]

Boys = hor-i-blah. `Cept for my Craigy. =) ♥ wahOO! I`m gonna go e-mail him right now (hopefully). Ah. *sigh*. I`m such a freakin` DORK! 8-)♥


Ok, well that`s all I can think of. Don`t forget to set your clocks ahead! =P Today, not yesterday!! *cough* ::Stef:: *cough* =D
Love you nerds, *mWah*, XO,
♥ Smitty ♥

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wah, wah, wah. [28 Mar 2004|07:56pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

God I hate my mom.


Ordinarily I wouldn`t say that, but desperate times call for desperate measures.



OK, I am now grounded for what, like 2 weeks(?) because I went to the movies last night "without asking permission". Right, whatever, neither of my parents were even HOME!! wtf.

My mom called me at work and started bitching at me this morning. There was this long line and I was working the cash register, like ummmm?! That was so unnecessary. And with the whole Incubus concert she`s all like "You`ve already seen them" and "I don`t want to drive you again". Uh, I don`t WANT her driving me either. I just want to go! And I am. I don`t care if I have to hitchhike.. I am going to be there. She`s just so random. God, what a biiiiiiiiiiitch!

Man, I hate when I sound so whiny and pathetic. But she is being way irrational. I`m just gonna stop writing because i`m getting myself all worked up and 'Ever After' is coming on and that`s one of my ultimate fav movies, so i`m gonna gooo. I love yous.

Thanks for listening to me be a baby. ;] Mucho appreciation.xoxox,
♥Danielle


Isn`t my icon just simply gorgeous. =D

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HrMmMmM... [27 Mar 2004|10:09am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Maybe this will turn out better than I thought. =)


Tickets went on sale @ 10:00, I went on exactly @ that time and there were floor seats available...only one problem. My mom told me to wait. Yeah, she said "We can win them over the radio" and "If you just wait Lori will probably be able to get the tickets, you just have to be patient"... right.

*Grumbles*. But the good news is, I went back 5 min. later, and the SAME tickets were available!!! YAY! =D


So once my mother gets home, I can persist her into letting me get the tickets.



Soccer is going just peachy. I so completely heart soccer. I`m glad i`m on an outdoor team again. =) It`s mucho fun!

Well i`m going to go check on my tickets again. Love you'all. ;]
Xo,
♥ DanI

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[17 Mar 2004|09:41pm]
"I think perhaps love thrives on unlikely circumstances and chance. Life thrives on these principles, and is life not love? and love not life?"
~The wise words of mr. brandon boyd ♥

beautiful. just beautiful.


something to think about..♥

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[17 Mar 2004|09:10pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Soccer try-outs were today.. we all found out on what team we got placed on..

I made JV.


It`s ok though. I mean, yeah, I really wanted to make varsity.. I knew it was a far shot but I tried so hard. I didn`t get my hopes up just for the reason that I didn`t want to be dissapointed. And i`m not... i`m just a little bummed. Ah. It`s aright, hey, there`s always next year!! :] And I`m gonna do the best that I can and add as much as I have in me to the JV team.

yaw. optimism.. ;]



Today kinda sucked though. For various reasons. The beginning of the day was fine. Wee. Fun. But then, after lunch, I was just stressing::sad::worried::ect.::ect. =/

Life in general has been quite peachy, despite today.


And yeah, Incubus is coming July 9th. My biggest wish would be to go. I just have to.


Well i`m outtie

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long time no talk.. [04 Mar 2004|03:40pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Hey all! I haven`t been online//updated because i`m "grounded" f/the comp. ;D

OK, well here`s a brief update on what`s been up in the wonderful life of DanYelle Smiiith.


Mid-Winter break was fabulous. =D I had so much fun on the days that I didn`t have to work..lol. I ♥ my friends. Um, schools been stressing me out bad. I get way too much work. And like I`m all "ok, i just won`t do it" but then i`m like, "but this one assignment could bring my grade down and I want to get into a good college.." (believe me, I know how stupid that sounds) I mean I wouldn`t want to ruin my whole future just because I didn`t hand in one assignment, right?!

Ha, that`s a whole other story.

Works going good, i`m making more than I thought I was. =) Shopping`s going good. ;) Uuuhhhh, driving is going good, i can take my road test THIS MONTH!! =O [I hope I don`t fail] Soccer conditioning started yesterday, but I can`t go because I need a physical. I`m so dumb. I thought that I could use my physical from last year, so now I have to go to the doctor tomorrow. =( I`m really nervous that I won`t make the team. =/
I`ve been trying to work-out in the mornings, but due to my recent "injury", I haven` been able to. Lmao. =D And I`ve been eating like a little health nut, and I`m proud of myself because staying away from chocolate is one of the hardest things I`ve ever had to do. [But you know a little here and there doesn`t hurt. ;D]

::Random::
. Ha, isn`t it ironic?
. Go buy the new Incubus CD because it is the best ever. =D
. Summer is only like 4 months away!!
. RickashAy! =)
. My friends are the greatest =)
. I don`t need a guy..
. I just want one.
. I wanna go shopping.
. My eyes are starting to hurt..
. They`re putting Mass down tomorrow and it`s making me so sad. =(
. I think I`m going to re-do my journal..

Well I should go.. I`ve got like 10 chapters I need to read of "The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn". lol. Well I love ya, ttys, Xo, *MwAH!*,

♥ Danielle

P)s) I`ll call you tomorrow or Saturday Amber F... I swear! ;D ♥

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[18 Feb 2004|06:12pm]
[ mood | busy ]

I just had this really long update, and now it`s gone, and now I`m really MAD!!!!! =D




........So i`ll update later. ;D

*MWAH!*
XoXo,
<3 Danielle Boyd <3



p.s. Can anyone please tell me how to do those little hearts? Their so cute!! =)




Brandon Boyd is the hottest piece of ass, ever. =D

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OK, so.. [04 Feb 2004|03:08pm]
[ mood | full ]

Ya, well I haven`t updated in about a week.. so I`ll fill you all in.

Linkin Park concert:: Wow, it was so completely AMAZING. =D I mean oh my god, just breathtaking.. =) Chester looked so gorgeous (as did my Mikey =]) lmao, I was having so much fun!!! My voice was hoarse the next day and I stayed home from school because I was so tired. I got a T-Shirt and a poster (which the end is soaked in beer).. but anyways, me and my mom got into a HUGE fight, It`s a long story.. i`m just saying that I never want to go to a concert with her again. She just needs to realize that she`s not a teenager anymore. In 6 months I`ll have my own license (I hope) and I can go with just my friends. =) Can`t wait..


But yeah, me and mom have just NOT been getting along at all lately. X-( Like there was this big blow-out and like I don`t want to bore you with this whole long story, so I`ll just skip to the end. It was my sister`s b-day, she kept bugging me for her gift, I gave her money and I said "Well now i`m in debt $7" and we were like laughing giving the money back and forth, I told her to keep it because that was her gift and that I had an $80 paycheck in my drawer so not to worry. Well she throws the money away, so i take it. And everything was fine until my sister started whining about me NOT getting her a gift!! Oh my god, ok, so anyways blah, blah, blah Tuesday morning comes and my mom wakes up on the wrong side of the bed and tells me that I can`t attend Beth`s Sweet Sixteen birthday party... or any of my other friends` parties this year for that matter. Now, mind you..

I am organizing Beth`s whole surprise party!!!!!


But no, that doesn`t phase my mother. She tells me to call Beth`s mom to tell her I`m not doing it anymore. My dad gets home, and me and him talk. He knows my mom is over-reacting. Like just because she gets depressed in the winter means we all have to pay for it. It sucks. I don`t know, I mean she tells me that basically everything I ask for is going to be a "no" and that these next years are gonna be hell. My dad said she`s just saying that because she`s mad. =/



Seriously, my life has never been so frustrating before. There`s just so much right now. I wish it could all just come to a time-out. Thank god for my wonderful, wonderful friends [you know who you are ;D], my baby Bluie, and my Incubus dvd.. Without them I would be so screwed up!


Today was good though, I had alot of fun. =D Me, Kristi, Cassie and Amanda went up to McDonalds. There was a bunch of other people who went up there too. Amy [my sexy sidekick =D] and Heather were up there.WE had lots of fun. Lmao, Double E (god I love her!! =D) pushed my arm when i was holding my ice cream, and the ice cream just flew out of my hand onto the window! Oh my goodness it was so funny! =) lol, good times. Ah, I ate a 4-piece chicken McNugget, a double cheeseburger, fries, and an ice cream cone. =D MmmmMmmm! And then we got kicked out. Those managers are SO stupid! We didn`t even do anything. =X

Well, I love ya. =) Take care, I`ll be back later! *mWWWWWah*, XO,


=Danielle=

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[27 Jan 2004|03:41pm]
[ mood | excited ]

WoW. Hm... what`s today?? Hm...HmMmMmM....just can`t think of anything significant...hm..hM... Oh YEAH!! It`s the Linkin Park Concert!!!

Duh! I almost forgot! NOT!!


My god I am so fucking stoked!! ( Yes, stoked =] ...and "fucking", i`m so excited I cussed, ooooh! =O lol..) Wahooooo! I am going to be in the same building as my <3 love <3 Chester Bennington <33 <3 and <33 <3 <33 Micheal ShinoDA!!!!! <3 <333

YEE-HAW!! =D Tonight... less than 2 hours.. yaaaaah man! [ Si hombre! ;D ]


But also in this time of excitement and fun, one thing brings me down.. =/ You know, I finally get what I thought I wanted, but now I know that it`s not. I don`t know what to do//say anymore. Uh, *sigh*.. I hope I figure it out. I don`t wanna get caught up in it though.. there are more happy things to focus on..



OK, well i`m gonna go get ready! =D C`mon Amerz and Sammerz!! Let`s knock this joint down! ;) =P Lmao.. my god, I AM the biggest dork! =) Love you all, XO,

- Danielle-Y -

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[21 Jan 2004|07:27pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Woo! Go moi!


I DID IT

I re-did my journal and now it`s all Linkin Park-Y and like, so sexy! =D



Alright, I got that done...now I gotta go study for dumb exams. Totally. Stressing.

Lol... talk about things NOT going correctly!! F-ing Grr.




Loads of love.. *muah*, XO,

D.a.n.i.e.l.l.e.


6 more days, heavens to Betsy, where did the time go?! ;D =)

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hrmmmmm... [18 Jan 2004|01:39pm]
[ mood | Unsure =/ ]

Well I guess I`ll just do an update on what`s been going on lately..


Not very much really. School`s OK, I`m kinda nervous about exams though. I don`t know how well I`ll do. =/ Friends are good. I`m really happy with the ones I have. Family.. alright. I don`t know, fights with my dad are just like a broken record. It`s like the same arguments happen over, and over, and over again. And the result is usually the same. eh. =( Oh well I guess. Work is pretty much same ol`, same ol`.. except on Friday I worked on the register all night. My mom told me that I should ask for a raise, she`s like bribing me too, lol, it`s so funny. =P I`m too uncomfortable to do that though.
Why must I feel so bad//guilty about something that`s not my fault?

Today is Ashley`s birthday... Happy Birthday Hunn! =)


Concluding that there are only 9 more days until the Linkin Park concert I`m going to re-do my journal in a LP theme. =D So I`m gonna go get busy on that.. Love you all, xoxo,

*Danielle*

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